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Beautiful Garbage Machine

by Reader Remember

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I am small and I am scared And I am wholly unprepared And I keep moving forward faster everyday And you can't stem the tide I know I've tried It never comes out right Just say a few kind words and then be on your way To my left there stands a martyr On my right I find a saint And here I am stuck in the middle with you And I don't know what there is I can do Crawling in the dark And eating garbage everynight My jaw hinged wide My teeth are long and white and sharp Thats a life you can't sustain A river pregnant with rain Coursing swiftly through the gutters of your heart So lord make me a vessel that's of used to someone Or at least a harbinger Cause once I found a purpose I won't stop till I'm done This I promise you So you can run your fingers through my matted fur And tell me how alone you thought you were Yeah you can run your fingers through my matted fur And tell me how alone you thought you were I am a parasite I am just trying to survive another night I am a parasite I am just trying to survive another night I am a parasite I am just trying to survive another night
2.
The Void 03:01
Flying backwards through the void I see you standing there and smiling On some distant shore And for a second I feel annoyed But that passes in a moment And I am overjoyed Now I am driving past your house And I keep watching and rewatching those old movies that you used to love so much And there's this fleeting feeling in my chest That I cannot describe at best its forgetting and remembering and holding on and letting go all at once And there's a fine line And there's a phone call And there's mirror bouncing back the
3.
Sense Memory 03:42
Sit in silence Await the voice of god Have another cigarette Days spent listless pushed up on days spent feeling odd Songs I haven't written yet We go on We go on Picnic table Your grandfathers back yard A strong sense memory Faces smile at you from a day that's now long gone Changing colors shifting breeze But there's really no explaining so I guess you had to be there to see One winter knocked the power out Ice hung like ornaments from trees And as I watched the sunrise from the window in your room I thought Theres no place else I'd rather be And this could all just be a dream Some reflection of a thing A bell struck now it rings and rings and rings In all directions Sit in silence Await the voice of god Have another cigarette
4.
Ghosts 03:58
There are ghosts in the walls of this house But the way it was built won’t let them out So are we are learning all of their names Rending tearing and burning seeking solace in flame Now I hear voices all the time now Convincing myself I’ve committed no crime and oh, sometimes I believe Oh the things they say to me Now I plant flowers in the garden Counting the day’s not begging no pardon If there’s some magic spell some sage some wisdom of some bygone age Well I don’t have the patience now Find your power try to focus it and let it flow If there’s something you’ve got holding you back just let it go And I can understand that that might be a daunting thing to hear It’s just that often ghosts can lie to you my dear You’ll feel better morning morning You’ll feel better better morning In the morning better better In the morning morning morning You’ll feel better morning morning In the morning better better You’ll feel better morning morning You’ll feel better better better You’ll feel better morning morning In the morning better better In the morning better better In the morning morning morning
5.
Snowing 03:40
The first time that I met you it was snowing I remember It was snowing And you broke into my house and you were glowing With a radiance that I had never known And I could tell that you were not like me And I observed your fearful symmetry And then You spoke And then you spoke The second time I remember it was summer But I can't remember how or why or where Just some sweet sensation then a changing of location With some real bright light I know I wasn't scared I'll believe in you if you believe in me We'll help each other exist There are worlds inside that no one else gets to see But I wouldn't want to miss The first time that I saw you it was snowing I remember It was Snowing
6.
The orange glow of the street lights The sirens in the distance The songs of the cicadas Nearly drawing them out And you keep droning on about some comet that you saw from the roof of someones house While I am telling myself stories And coming up with ways to end world hunger And these explosions in the sky Can’t even catch my attention And you keep saying that you’re fine But the whole world’s burning down And I’m not saying that you’re lying This time But if I make you uncomfortable you should know that I’m uncomfortable But I guess that’s only fair And I’m sorry I lost focus There’s just so much going on And my head will not stop swimming It’s alright though nothings wrong I just need a little quiet I just need this fucking day to end It’s an elevator ride It’s a roller coaster There is no in between It’s a perfect day outside It’s a broken toaster I’m sure you know what I mean
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Easy Answers 03:21
We begin At the beginning See a house that’s being built on the riverside There’s a blueprint There’s a feeling There’s suggestions but there’s really no guide We keep moving Follow wanting Try to take the lead sometimes Everything is Good for something A bridge, a door, a wall A neon sign Use everything you can And start again Second acts are Often jarring Shake the dust and then a leg Your position Ever changing Keep rhythm in your head Take everything you can And start again And there’s an easy answer Of that I have no doubt Something everyone is saying you should do But you’ll find all those easy answers Lying on the ground In a day or two And then where are you?
8.
Ancient 03:36
It was here when we moved in We found it hiding in the attic Inside an ancient steamer trunk Behind a crumbling wall At first we couldn’t read the signs Ignored the silent symptoms And the call One night was all it took to change it all The strong scent of butane Foil on the windows Stacks of papers scattered on the floor Megan makes the call and we make our way to the car Shut the door Now hours and days Don’t matter anymore And I feel that I am changed To my core This sweeping sickness This aching hunger The blackest coffee These nights of wonder But I still feel I’m falling in my dreams
9.
Bandages 03:27
I made some assumptions I’ve bitten my tongue now it’s bleeding and I can’t stop it So If you’ve got any medicine, any bandages Let me have it, let me have it You don’t know my name you don’t know anything I don’t know anything We all make mistakes sometimes, yeah, we all lose the plot sometimes We all fuck up the recipe and have to eat it anyway No one wants to be Typhoid Mary Or patient zero Or anybody’s ghost at all We wanna be livin easy, making money We wanna build another mall on sacred land, yeah yeah But snakes in the grass seldom tell you where they’re going or whose skin they’re wearing now There’s a fire burning underneath the pool in which we’re swimming Slowly raising temperature trying to cook without a sound So if you’re feeling froggy baby Get to jumping, not for nothing, not for anything, for all the money in the world won’t make you happy, Won’t make you anything you aren’t already Anything you aren’t already

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released October 28, 2020

Zach Frederick - Vocals, Guitars, Bass, Lyrics
Alissa Frederick - Vocals, Keys
Russ Condon - Vocals, Drums

Recorded with Jake Babineau
Album artwork by Monique Guthrie
Mastered by Jake Checkoway

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Reader Remember Fitchburg, Massachusetts

Reader Remember features the songs of Zach Frederick, a singer/songwriter living in Fitchburg, MA. Always an energetic performer, Zach plays both solo and accompanied by his wife Alissa (keyboard, vocals, melodica, trumpet) and the incomparable Russ Condon (drums, vocals). Reader Remember combines vivid storytelling with a unique sound, often compared to The Mountain Goats, and The Front Bottoms. ... more

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